Friday, March 30, 2007
@4:06 PM
its funny why people dun
remb their dreams when they woke up.
ok i really
dunoe why. Just woke up and hour ago, had this weird dream so i decided to write it down in case i forget about it. well here it goes...
was chatting with baby on
msn and she keep ignoring me. damn it! kept asking her
wat shes doing but she'll tells me some other things instead, like ya know, u ask someone a question but she tells u another answer. super irritated. anyway, she started to send me something over
msn...food! ya, sound sci-
fi but i can rem
theres fried fish, grilled eel with
teriyaki sauce and some other stuff. taste not bad, guess i was hungry while sleeping. suddenly i found hair inside the food! not 1 strand but 1 bunch tied together.(its brown in colour)
that brings me to another place...(the dream is link)
well, i was actually at this place before chatting on
msn, it was an old
jap looking house and there is couple inside. that guy looks dirty, never shave ya those typical drunkard kinda look. well, everyday the wife would come back to the house after work, and when she pass by her husband
whos sitting on the floor, that man wld hurl abuse at her(cant rem what exactly) and she will just cry. so drama mama.
well the dream continues, it turns out that the wife had aborted their baby not long ago and the husband was very very upset about it(
he dint stop her from doing so). i was thinking in my dream" why would he be?" i mean there must be some real unforeseen circumstances that the wife had to abort the baby.( i forgot whats the reason) but in the end.... i still can rem this part when they were quarreling.
while crying she said"
when i asked u whether should i abort the baby, u dint not say anything! now u hate me for that." she was thinking..since he ignore me,she shall think that her husband dint want the baby so she went ahead.
the husband shouted"
thats why! u were thinking about aborting the baby...i nv even have the thoughts of aborting the baby. all i wan was the baby and u. but you..~ how can u even have such thoughts? this shows dat u dun really wan the baby deep down from u! dats why i dint stop u."
more crying scene...damn sad damn sad. just
becuz of egos, communication problems and a
reluctance to confront each other.
back to the chatting on
msn, i wanted to tell baby this but ya...she was still ignoring me. den i found out she was having so much fun cooking happily she dun feel the existence of me. and the hair in the food i found previously? its belongs to the wife. DAMN EERIE~~
heres my dream for u.
Doing things on impulse brings u great joy but risk regretting deeply what you have done.
Dun think twice, act Wise!
