its funny why people dun remb their dreams when they woke up. ok i really dunoe why. Just woke up and hour ago, had this weird dream so i decided to write it down in case i forget about it. well here it goes...

was chatting with baby on msn and she keep ignoring me. damn it! kept asking her wat shes doing but she'll tells me some other things instead, like ya know, u ask someone a question but she tells u another answer. super irritated. anyway, she started to send me something over msn...food! ya, sound sci-fi but i can rem theres fried fish, grilled eel with teriyaki sauce and some other stuff. taste not bad, guess i was hungry while sleeping. suddenly i found hair inside the food! not 1 strand but 1 bunch tied together.(its brown in colour)
that brings me to another place...(the dream is link)
well, i was actually at this place before chatting on msn, it was an old jap looking house and there is couple inside. that guy looks dirty, never shave ya those typical drunkard kinda look. well, everyday the wife would come back to the house after work, and when she pass by her husband whos sitting on the floor, that man wld hurl abuse at her(cant rem what exactly) and she will just cry. so drama mama.

well the dream continues, it turns out that the wife had aborted their baby not long ago and the husband was very very upset about it( he dint stop her from doing so). i was thinking in my dream" why would he be?" i mean there must be some real unforeseen circumstances that the wife had to abort the baby.( i forgot whats the reason) but in the end.... i still can rem this part when they were quarreling.

while crying she said" when i asked u whether should i abort the baby, u dint not say anything! now u hate me for that." she was thinking..since he ignore me,she shall think that her husband dint want the baby so she went ahead.

the husband shouted" thats why! u were thinking about aborting the baby...i nv even have the thoughts of aborting the baby. all i wan was the baby and u. but you..~ how can u even have such thoughts? this shows dat u dun really wan the baby deep down from u! dats why i dint stop u."

more crying scene...damn sad damn sad. just becuz of egos, communication problems and a reluctance to confront each other.

back to the chatting on msn, i wanted to tell baby this but ya...she was still ignoring me. den i found out she was having so much fun cooking happily she dun feel the existence of me. and the hair in the food i found previously? its belongs to the wife. DAMN EERIE~~

heres my dream for u.
Doing things on impulse brings u great joy but risk regretting deeply what you have done.
Dun think twice, act Wise!

relive my childhood! watched ninja turtles, kinda lame and i think i rem that they use to be fatter. pearlyn say she wants to be pink turtle, can u believe it! i can still rem that song from the cartoon! Michy is my fav! haha..jokes. and i got a pop corn in my butt, no wonder so itchy la! its not the soft soft kind,its the ones with seeds!

went MacRitchie, kinda nostalgic. bring back lotsa memories. Miss the X-country and track days, sort of. Rem the days where we would run like mad, went there early in the morning, 5km for warm up,focus! focus!, visiting lim bo seng again & again. I'm not a runner, i got scolded and pull by the sleeve cuz i walk during warm down. Oh, a bottle flew at me too. Somehow i think human tends to rem sad times more the the joyful moments. Cuz unhappy times passes slowly, and u tend to rem it more, rooted in ur heart. But that's what makes u want happiness and we shall all find it! ( cant believe i said that, but ya..i did ). its diffcult to say love, even more difficult to say sorry.

ok i dunoe wat is Nintendo thing irwin and pearlyn is talking about. mii? miw? mi2? shit i cant rem. ok I'm not that tech savvy, i must go upgrade myself now.
people dun make u, u make urself!
i think im damn petty. i do things to people things that i dislike when they did to me.

baby is scare of cats and rubbish bin!

crazy people ask me to bbq at 9pm. madness. sweet corn was nice! cooking marshmellow was a disaster. played monopoly after the BBQ(LOTR version), damn fun. Emos and his $1500. Shit step on Mount Doom twice...

heart and mind not in sync. i dunoe why.

only have 1 hour of slp, gotta wake up at 9. cheer again later, lack of sleep.

acting is tough.

today is a lucky day. went to Rouge for free. manage to make it for the 1-for-1 lastmin,had a few drinks,the band is not bad too. Finally met up with Rachel,karen,sumon and their fren cheryl.(maybe its sheryl). Cheryl damn tricky, tried to cheers with us with an empty corona bottle. im not a wise guy,but im not a fool! but it was all fun. learned a new trick, like putting a coin on top of a $2 note and u try to pull it out with the coin still on the bottle ya? haha dint really manage to do it but Brian told me a secret way out. well..soon the music starts to becum an obstacle, noise. we decided to go to ally bar, the loud noise isn't exactly good for our hearing and throat.( gotta shout to talk to each other)

wait and wait and wait, nobody wanna order anything. in the end i ordered a tasteless drink. Mr suddenly-becum-so-nice kelvin treated us to chicken wings, comfirm my brother!( hit chest with my fist x 2). Then came the highlight of the night, going home. Was wondering who should take the car who should take the bus, in the end, Brian sacrifice and took the NR. All because we sent some outta the way guy back home when he could have went back himself. Well at least i came back in the nice comfy BM. thanks a million cheryl!

so lucky today.
went lesson, was damn tired den i heard this voice.
"can u pls wake ur fren over there up? he has been sleeping tru the whole lesson." SINCE WHEN! i only slept for like a few mins dude. comfirm lucky to get spotted among the sea of ppl in my class. actually not exactly sea, my class only have like 10 students. ok i know theres alot names here, i 'll try to intro bit by bit in case they blame me for not giving them recognition.


from the left.
Zhizhou aka spider,snake. Spider cuz a certain someone cant pronounce his Chinese name and call him 'ZHI-ZHU' instead. Snake cuz he can really shake and wriggle when hes high.
Irwin aka Nitendo DS,pussy magnet. Nitendo DS cuz he 'DoubleStandard' He always treat girls nicer than us. Pussy magnet cuz..ya..he is.
Dats me.
Marvin aka 'chao bing'(smelly face) cuz ya, just look at the picture.
Pearlyn,aka weak mind. cuz she have a weak mind, easily physco.
Chow, aka erm..chow! Chow cuz her surname is chow. simple.
Deinse, aka the man with the psp. chow's bf.
Brian, aka salesman,instigator,bone crasher. This one u better be careful. He is the ultimate, he will physco u, like salesman, bombard u relentlessly until his goal is reach. instigate ppl to do things they dunwan, starts commotion and make ppl drink like mad. But i like.

Ok thats about all. more the next time.

Just got a surprise while doing this!
Surprise surprise surprise!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant take it..im a old man.
but i like too!!!! whoohoo.


I dun like being ignored. i hate!

woo...how long has it been? well.. better late den never. I've just search for dozensss (read3x12) of skins and i decide to stick with this.Making blog is really easy! yay! (my foot@!)

kinda tired..maybe its cuz of the rain. Rain in the early morning* gives out some sort of sadness dont they. makes u wanna sleep. Like monster, they crawl out from nowhere;under ur bed by the moonlight and den devours ur brain. graghawahzharaa!!!!

Had cheer practice just now, feels kinda good. Our routine might not be as spectabulous but well, oneteam,onemind,lets flyy!good luck to me and my partners this sat @ cheerobics. oh..had a small accident just now, joseph got his nose kick by lydia. He claims that his nose is crooked but iya..its just swollen . To all Jiko Pehs , cheerlead is not all about grabbing legs and ass u nehnehpok. We Bleed,We Sweat. ya ..joseph's nose bleed, my heart bleed too. im sure!

NB.the maths quiz today was a killer. comfirm fail. i dunwan to get kick out of sch...dumbass.
My rommie Alex Sabo me today. Damn sly, like he always is,but i like. Freaking tempt me with the udon.

Freak shit, i just went to do my laundry and i accidentally sniff some washing powder while 'giap-ing' the container with my armpit. freaking choking my nose now. Confusecious said, if u sneeze once, somebody is cursing u, sneeze twice and somebodys thinking of u, sneeze thrice means either u just sniff some washing powder or ur sick.

baby sleeping, so am i.

*early morning = 12am -6am.

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